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The Sexy Apsara |The Return of the Feminine Arts |How to utilize your Cancer/Capricorn Axis | The Dangers of yin and yang Imbalances

The Dawn (Aya Aja)

The Goddess Parvati has been seeking me out. I have been concerning myself slightly about being a devotee of hers. My archetype has a natural communication with her that has been built over many lifetimes. She has shown me ever so gently the imbalances of the masculine and feminine energies and a way they may be fixed. Today as I did my Full Moon in Cancer reading for my Youtube Channel I was looking at the opposition of the Sun, Mercury, Pluto, and Saturn in Capricorn.  And I realized that I have been feeling overwhelmed with healing my emotional wounds and Parvati has brought it to my attention that there has been a lack of devotion to the Feminine Arts not only on my part but on the part of the women of earth. Devotion and discipline go hand and hand. This is where the Cancer/Capricorn Axis comes in. Cancer is ruled by the moon and is The Mother (parvati, shakti) energy. Without discipline (capricorn, shiva, father) the emotions are all over the place. Lunacy ensues. And without a nurturing, nourishing mother the father principle becomes a controlling tyrant. This we can clearly see within our society. I see groups being formed to assist women in remembering the feminine principles as a way to attract provider/protector men. Resting in your feminine energy to receive is just the beginning. Being a beautiful mother and homemaker are the basic feminine arts. I see that there is something missing from this way of thinking. Devotion to development of character. Without cultivating and honing your power and channeling your strength (masculine) through the feminine arts the same cycle is doomed to happen again. The masculine will become overgrown and overpower the self-made powerless feminine who sits in wait for direction to the nearest nail salon or mall. If you read the mythological story of Parvati and shiva. Shiva couldn’t be bothered with the petty concerns of feelings he didn’t want lose self-control or focus because he was too busy focusing on cultivating his peace after a heartbreak of losing his wife Sati. Parvati tried to shoot him with arrows of love, send him flowers, bless him with her feminine wows and all it did was annoy him, and downright piss off. She realized she had to focus on herself and stop paying attention to him. She went away into the woods and began to do her rituals (Pooja) and penance everyday. This went on for some years. Finally Shiva was attracted to her determination and her penance. Parvati purified her character, built up her strength, her trust in herself, gained knowledge, self-understanding, found her own inner peace. She no longer needed him to validate her by being his wife. This is the strength of a disciplined moon energy. It takes discipline to truly be feminine. Just like it takes discipline to be masculine. Women can’t ask of a man what they aren’t willing to do in their feminine way. What are some examples of Feminine Arts?

  • Belly Dance
  • Mother
  • Homemaker
  • Wife
  • Fans
  • Painting
  • Singing
  • Writing
  • Acting
  • Seduction
  • High Priestess
  • Swords
  • Yogini
  • Playing Instruments
  • Sewing

The beauty of a woman is inspirational to the masculine and does require discipline. I also believe that if thats the only thing that a man is attracted to it can feel like a psychic attack against the true self of the person being objectified. This puts an over emphasis and heavy burden on the sacral chakra which can have a depleting affect on the creativity for bother parties.

To heal the world there needs to be an allowance of a lot of discipline (capricorn, Shiva) to feminine self-expression (moon, Parvati).

The Spiritual Bath Tea – My Fairy Godmother Taught me To Care for Myself – would be a great way jumpstart your journey if this article is at all triggering to you. Soak yourself in the herbal waters of the Divine Mother as you make peace with where you are and what you would like to endeavor. Peace to You in all your experiences!

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Manifestation Circle Rituals | Why do Rituals?| Do they work?

The Dawn (Aya Aja)

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What’s up homies?! I am so happy to be writing to you. I have not been too too active on any social media platforms for about 6 months. I needed to connect with myself in a deeper more intimate way so that I have something to share from a space of abundance.

Feel free to download this manifestation circle for your ritual practices. My gift to you. I have had great results from drawing this circle and putting some of my Aura of Joy Protection Oil around the circle to boost the energy and manifesting power. My clients have had great results as well. So I decided to make this available for free download. The theory behind this simple but impactful ritual is that whatever you want to keep in your circle you put inside the circle and whatever you want outside of  your life, aura, mind, family, and ect . . . you write on the outside of the circle. For example: I want joy, peace, growth of cash flow, balanced and healthy relationships, beauty, and ect . . . inside of my circle. On the outside of my circle I have names of people written, poverty, poor health, dark spirits, negative thoughts and ect . . . At the bottom of the page are geometric shapes that help balance the brain and boost the energy of the ritual. You could put the Aura of Joy Protection Oil around those symbols as well.

Why does this work?

I made it for myself out of necessity. It came to me from a place of knowing. I also have deep ancestors roots when it comes to Alchemy. What I have found about Alchemy is that your emotions along with technical knowledge makes magic happen. So lets look at the symbols being used for those of us who need to know the technicals. What does that Circle mean? The circle of life. What goes around, comes around. Outer Space. Inner Space. Timelessness. Wholeness. Oneness. The Womb. One Source that creates all. When you use this tool, or if you draw it yourself, you are petitioning to the great I AM. Not from a intellectual space. I find that when we create these rudimentary  tools something intuitively creative takes over and fun is allowed to show up. A free form of letting out whats in the subconscious mind and letting in what you really truly desire from the higher mind. In this space you don’t mind your feelings so much because they become primitive, instinctual, and child like and you may find that you are will be able to use more then one circle. Then you can burn it in the ashes of your altar. How fun is that?

Why do Rituals?

Rituals assist us in getting out of Robot mode and into reality. You are more than the tip of the iceberg. You are not the numbness and the veil that you wear to mask your true emotions. You are your true emotions. And when you get out of feelings during a ritual, you experience release, upon the experience of release you experience an ecstatic state in which you are thinking positively about your life, your future, yourself, and your state of being is good. In this positive ecstatic state you are able to manifest from a place of joy. Your actions will follow how you feel and all of sudden your luck changes. Just like any other machinery around you, you have to clean out the engine, or erase the back files to keep this up. So, you will being doing another ritual at another time. Nothing wrong with that, that’s just the way it is.

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Full Moon Capricorn | Acceptance of Your Flaws | Mirror Mirror on the Wall|Self-Care vs. Self-Critcism |

The Dawn (Aya Aja)

The Moon aspects to Capricorn is something I know all too well. There is a blaring Moon conjunct Saturn in my 2nd house in Libra. As I write this I cringe but I also feel compelled to tell you about it, girl so pull up a chair. My experience with my controlling, overbearing, histrionic, narci-mom, and the band of  hardcore emotionally stunted women that came before her (my grandmother & great grandmother) was a consistent uncomfortable emotional breakdown that I had to face all my life.  Along with an aristocratic delusional fantasy.  From the latter I learned to carry to myself with pride, to hold my head up high, and that if I don’t have any money I don’t have to look like it. Very much Capricorn allowances. Me: “but what about my feelings?” Them: “Girl what about your feelings? You better suck it up and move on.”  On the flip-side in order for them to be pleased with me, which they never were, I had to stuff my hurt feelings. And since they are were hurt all the time by the shrewd judgment and the lack of wiggle room for my identity I had the hard times being seen, heard and felt. The lack of intimacy in my life was glaring and my string of  co-dependent relationships (friendships and lovers) where I often begged for reciprocity is just one symptom. The other symptoms are not knowing my limits, pushing myself too hard, not knowing when enough is enough, and not trusting my inner knowing.  So, the aspects of this full moon will bring up discomfort that may trigger your inner critic instead of being sensitive to your feelings. Sometimes we need to push through and sometimes we need to love ourselves through.4ea347f684b61e72afa226b77159303f--princess-serenity-moon-art

Moon/Capricorn is about how we treat the parts of us that we see as a weakness. These lessons in my life have led to a painful lose of my sensitivity and then the heroes journey of working hard to gain it back. The heroes journey back to being one with my inner child has given me adult wisdom and understanding towards this human condition. This pain that this full moon can lead to feelings of self-defeat which can be a bottomless pit. Which can lead to a obsessively wanting to get rid of feeling like something is wrong or the sense that “I am bad.” If we feel that we are bad, we will treat ourselves and others bad.  Don’t walk on egg-shells and put the covers over head in defeat or depression. There are no issues that are bigger than the source of all life.  Face the monster you think has reared its ugly head in the mirror. The answer is to up your self-care quotient and turn that monster into a fair princess. Know that your rhythms will sometimes leave  send you high flying and other times low in the valley. Take this opportunity to reach out to your soul community. Do some hand massages with each other and bring a box of tissues. This full moon has brought out for me just how over my relationship with my narci-mom really is. Its never going to be the perfect mother-daughter experience that I’ve always wanted. In order for me to move on to explore other areas that have more energy flow I have to accept that blaring flaw just the way it is.

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What is a Ritual? & Why do them?

The Dawn (Aya Aja)

All of life is sacred every star in the sky and every grain of sand. Every breathe we take. A ritual is a devout observation within the medium of your customs to show your appreciation for the relationship between the Self and Mother Consciousness. During a ritual your awareness is placed keenly on the sacred to assist you in acquiring the wisdom that we are One with all and all is one with us. During a ritual you can repeat or listen to affirmations that foster the energy of the maternal mother forces that bring peace, wholesomeness, protection, self-respect, and awareness of goodness. An example of an ancient affirmation that you can say during your ritual and y this all day long after is:

Within each of us, we are One
Altogether we are One
Without each other, we are One

Why the focus on Oneness? I’m not a oneness preacher but we are all in this together to feel better. We all just want to feel ok. We feel our best and are able to be our best when we are in positive and affirming relationships not just with spirit in human form but also with all spirit within the animal kingdom, plant kingdom, and rock, mineral, and crystal kingdom. During rituals we can include the elements of fire, earth, water, air, and space. Rituals keep your psychology intact so that you can live with clarity of mind and have smooth movement. We all would like for who we are and what we do to be congruent moving us onward and upward towards our purpose and goals, along with a healthy mind, body, and soul. We would like to get along and show love and receive love from our loved ones. Rituals are ceremonious prayers that lift up and exalt the energies that assist us in our health.  Without ritual in our lives we can get entangled with destructive thought patterns that lead to a downward spiral of malefic actions that work against ourselves and those around us.

Still not sure what a ritual could be? We all enjoy thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is a time of year that we ceremoniously give thanks to God, our family, and for the abundance of food we have. We light candles, say prayers, and lift up the spirit of gratitude and abundance. There is even a sacrifice made in the form of a turkey. We gather around in a circle around the sacrifice and we say our affirmations of thanksgiving. And for one night we feel great about the energy we were able to put out into the universe and that we are able to receive.

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Full Moon Taurus November 3-4 2017 Ritual and Support

The Dawn (Aya Aja)

The Taurus Full moon is beginning starting 11/3 and 11/4. The tarot cards that I would like to show you that represent Taurus and the full moon together. Taurus energy ask, what makes you feel comfortable at home, what activates your senses, and why? Because Taurus needs its creature comforts at home to rest and repair from working hard. Taurus rejuvenates with good home cooked meals, candle lit bathes, emotional open-ness that all lead to abundance, fulfillment, and prosperity. On the first day of the full moon clear your space, clean your home, make it comfy, smell good, plump your pillows, get your warm blankets out of the cedar chest. See how content you are in your home. You really do have everything you want and need right under your nose. This represents the 4 of cups. Sometimes we don’t like to clean and make things intricate because its temporary like the little girl in the 4 of pentacles building her sand castles, she puts a lot into those castles, without regard that the ocean is going to come and sweep them away. You can only control what you can do and effort you put into something, like everything else in life, what happens next is up to the Gods but that shouldn’t stop you from doing your best to make your ritual the best it can be for the joy of it all. This has been a rough year for us all and the 4 of swords represents taking a pause and centering in on yourself for some self-care and meditation. Prepare your mind and ask yourself what would make me feel the most free, prosperous and abundant? the keyword is Pause. Taurus is great at relaxing. You don’t have to have the answer right away, you can ask and walk away until the next night of the full moon. Its good to show that you trust in the Great Cosmic Mother to show you the way to consciousness. So ask and let go. During the full moon it brings our emotions to a peak of heightened awareness also take a pause to get real about how you really have been feeling to make room for the question you just asked. It is hard for the universe to show you the right way to move if you are clogged up with excess emotions. When we are bogged down and feelings are overwhelming our mind and awareness can be taken up by clutter. It is important to remove clutter inside and outside to manifest. The next evening if you are not all the way clear, you could possibly clearer than you were before. We have been having a rough year, what now do you want to manifest that would make you feel like celebrating your life? The four of wands is a celebration, you made through your initiation period, you made it through the rough patches, you got the greatest gifts life can offer, home, health, marriage, happiness, comfort, and support. Whatever will create the life you want write that down in a journal. Go outside during the second night of the full moon and sing to the Mother Goddess of All Consciousness and let her take over. You can continue your ritual purging throughout the next 10 days with cleansing bathes, healing blockages, and making a list of what you can do to manifest your dreams. The last card I pulled is the 10 of cups, the card of wish fulfillment, your intentions and rituals for this full moon is ongoing throughout the next 6 month even. Look for your manifestations into next year. Happy Taurus full moon!