Aya would like to thank everyone that has supported the growth of her calling and business throughout these last couple of years. Because of you she is able to see what is needed and coming up in the Spiritual Life of the masses. We are moving on towards making Spirituality a Lifestyle not just a trend or something you run to when you are in crisis. So introducing A Fairy Good Life. This is a Spiritual Lifestyle Brand that will include Alchemical Herbal Remedies to heal your living cells of disconnection from the Divine. And the creation of Altars and meditation corners in your home as a everyday fixture. Utilizing Vastu Shastra, you will that the universe in its organized chaos has designated a spot for everything. So the flow of energy works above and below, inside and out, and outside to inside. This is what coming up for the brand so please keep checking back for blogs and products that will assist you with Vastu Shastra and more! I look forward to continuing this journey with you All!
Peace to you!
Solar Return Chart 2020 #blackfriday
Every year the sun transits back to the same position it was in when you were born. The Sun is responsible for pouring life giving energy that presents joyful energy patterns and challenging initiations. This is called a Solar Return. A Solar Return chart will show what areas in your life during a one year time span you will have the best luck and the most challenges. Sometimes you need to get back in alignment with your assignment this lifetime. Getting your chart read will assist you in working with the potential energies and get you into the flow of your true life path. A reading will include a 60 minute Astrology reading using face-time, phone, or in person. Go to the contacts tab and send me your natal Chart Info. I need your Date of Birth, Time of Birth, and Place of Birth. Let's schedule a time together.
During Neptune in Retrograde. Going within can be like going white water rafting. Some of the terrain is calm and peaceful and some of the terrain will disorientate you and make you wonder why you even agreed upon this journey in the 1st place. After it’s over you look back at the experience your heart is pounding and you are affectionate towards your experience with the river. No matter how rough the terrain you wouldn’t take back the experience for any fear that may have appeared. Actually, now fear is diminished and takes a back seat to the idea of your next challenge.
This example is much like living day to day with our personal healing journey. A lot of us were hurled onto our Path by painful endings of careers, lover, friends, homes, death, or maybe even multiple areas of life where there is loss and disappointment. As we get deeper into the process we can find ourselves disorientated by how far away from our old self we are and how far away from our new Self we appear to be. Now that Neptune has gone direct you may feel tossed between two worlds, two different states of being, two different ways of life, and stuck in relationships that don’t support your new Path. If you feel torn in two its time for you to make a decision. This decision making process is an inside job. This is where you truly marry your new way of life. And let go of what no longer will serve as you move forward.
The New Moon is about New Beginnings and Sagittarius is about Big Faith. Big Abundance. Big Plans. Big Knowledge. In order to go off on this Big journey there are some goodbyes that you have right to lament. Neptune going direct will give you a feeling of reflection of everything you have been ingesting for you new life. So now you need some silence, some courage, maybe a spiritual bath or two. A clearing. Make way for your bigger and better life during this new moon phase. I have a remedy if you would like guidance. I suggest you do a commitment ceremony as a symbol to your subconscious that you are actually moving forward. Yes, I am going through with this! Sometimes the ego can cause anxiety because its wondering and worrying, is this really me?, am I really this person?, Is this that serious?, I must be going crazy?. Amongst all the other external comparisons and maybe even external criticism that are a reflection of your own inner doubt.
1 spiritual bath Tea Bag
1 4am Chant to Lord Ganesh
So you say, yes I am actually moving forward to bigger and better. I rub this coconut over my body and release any energies that no longer serve me for my highest and best good, and I release energies that do not belong to me. Thank you coconut for taking the energy from me. Then you take the coconut outside and you break it. When you run your bath water or soak your feet in a basin place the tea back inside the warm water. Play your favorite Lord Ganesha Chant. Ganesha is the elephant God that removes all obstacles. OM Ganaptye Namaha! Meaning of chant is Greetings Awesome Ganasha! You can express to him what you are moving on towards and how awesome it would be if the way was shown to you how to get there. You can do it!
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What’s up homies?! I am so happy to be writing to you. I have not been too too active on any social media platforms for about 6 months. I needed to connect with myself in a deeper more intimate way so that I have something to share from a space of abundance.
Feel free to download this manifestation circle for your ritual practices. My gift to you. I have had great results from drawing this circle and putting some of my Aura of Joy Protection Oil around the circle to boost the energy and manifesting power. My clients have had great results as well. So I decided to make this available for free download. The theory behind this simple but impactful ritual is that whatever you want to keep in your circle you put inside the circle and whatever you want outside of your life, aura, mind, family, and ect . . . you write on the outside of the circle. For example: I want joy, peace, growth of cash flow, balanced and healthy relationships, beauty, and ect . . . inside of my circle. On the outside of my circle I have names of people written, poverty, poor health, dark spirits, negative thoughts and ect . . . At the bottom of the page are geometric shapes that help balance the brain and boost the energy of the ritual. You could put the Aura of Joy Protection Oil around those symbols as well.
Why does this work?
I made it for myself out of necessity. It came to me from a place of knowing. I also have deep ancestors roots when it comes to Alchemy. What I have found about Alchemy is that your emotions along with technical knowledge makes magic happen. So lets look at the symbols being used for those of us who need to know the technicals. What does that Circle mean? The circle of life. What goes around, comes around. Outer Space. Inner Space. Timelessness. Wholeness. Oneness. The Womb. One Source that creates all. When you use this tool, or if you draw it yourself, you are petitioning to the great I AM. Not from a intellectual space. I find that when we create these rudimentary tools something intuitively creative takes over and fun is allowed to show up. A free form of letting out whats in the subconscious mind and letting in what you really truly desire from the higher mind. In this space you don’t mind your feelings so much because they become primitive, instinctual, and child like and you may find that you are will be able to use more then one circle. Then you can burn it in the ashes of your altar. How fun is that?
Why do Rituals?
Rituals assist us in getting out of Robot mode and into reality. You are more than the tip of the iceberg. You are not the numbness and the veil that you wear to mask your true emotions. You are your true emotions. And when you get out of feelings during a ritual, you experience release, upon the experience of release you experience an ecstatic state in which you are thinking positively about your life, your future, yourself, and your state of being is good. In this positive ecstatic state you are able to manifest from a place of joy. Your actions will follow how you feel and all of sudden your luck changes. Just like any other machinery around you, you have to clean out the engine, or erase the back files to keep this up. So, you will being doing another ritual at another time. Nothing wrong with that, that’s just the way it is.
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As I was typing all the tarot cards in to October’s Daily Tarot I saw a story of high hopes and struggles with owning your goodness, as if it’s noble to to deny yourself of good. What message does that send to others within the universe? I know you don’t want to proclaim The bad. So if you don’t own your goodness and you reject your shadow? Where does that leave you? At The mercy of whom ever you are attached to and whatever situations arise? Not a stable constitution. No real life either. This is what happens when we don’t own IT. I see The universe expressing love to you and you needing outside validation in order to accept your new life. This validation comes at a high cost. This month they will bring you up to tear you down. This month you will learn a lesson of validating, embracing, & owning yourSELF. You are not all bad nor are you all good. Look at mythology. None of the gods and goddesses are perfect. Why? We don’t have it all together alone. That’s the karma of wanting to be separate from the ONE. Oneness is perfect allowance. ONENESS is a neutral law of nature. We are allowed to learn to be become ok with the consequences of what we experience. The more you get tired of being in pain, the more you will accept your one-ness. Which means embracing all of you. Being real, letting passion overtake you, letting anger ravage you, changing when needed, and being ok with it all. That is the true function of your Being.
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The etymology of the word nice is stupid, foolish, senseless, needy careless, clumsy, weak, poor, simple & silly. This brought to mind the archetype of Snow White.
Sensitive people who don’t want to do any harm to anything living take on the archetype depicted by snow white. This innocence, purity, and beauty needs protection and Snow White is wide open. All of life is attracted to her. The birds (intuition), the dwarves (fragmented guides of the earth), the forest (mother nature), and also the witch (her fragmented shadow self). Snow White being so fragmented is at a disadvantage against her predator. As the witch plots and plans to take away dignity and steal her identity Snow White sells her self out each time. This is a representation of what happens to many of us in childhood. We dont start off defenseless psychicly but learn quick if we dont want to be abandoned we have sell ourselves short. Being nice breaks your spirit. Snow White fell asleep after eating a poisoned apple. Lucky for her it just happened to her once. A lot of sensitives eat this poison not just from our parents, but at school, in social circles, at work, at church, and during sexual rituals. The sleep comes like a death, numbness, of the soul life that is hidden beneath the surface of all interactions. Why do we go through this? Being nice is a part of thr fight, flight, or freeze mechanism. We freeze into a nice and sweetrobot and we forget who we really are after many years of selling ourselves out. When the poison has fragmented your soul from your body and your life force energy is suppressed you will face your fear of death. The inner knight in shining armour will come with bravery to let you see you have more a choice to assert yourself than you thought you did. That is when your divine intelligence is activated to call your fragments back into your body. The next time you awaken it will be met with love from your handsome prince. Which is a representation of newfound common sense of hiw to handle conflict, protect your borders, and self love. The predators and the poison will remain. They will be mad at you for no longer accepting the poisnous apples. The poison that was meant for you will turn in on them. And you will see what you feared. The face of the witch, which is what was and will be projected onto you. Sensitive people don’t like to be the bad guy. But in order to have a safe world for Snow Whites the spiritual warrior has to also be a bad guy to the bad guys. Dont take it personal when they get mad at you. And don’t eat that damn apple from anybody that looks like that. What the hell was she thinking?
Venus Libra Opposite Chiron Aries
You are meeting your Soul Tribe right now. Mars keeps trecking his way back and forth between Capricorn and Aquarius. Letting you work on and perfect your part within your collective village. As you prepare yourself you are titrating back and forth from being alone to meeting your tribe. I have a question for you . . . Who told you that all your soulmates were going to be on your side and nice to you? All the gods and goddesses dont get along. There are some relationships that are meant to be chaotic in the cosmos. As above so below. You are optimistic thinking positive thoughts not thinking you may have to bring out your most protective side during this transit. Just in case Chiron in Aries is sitting on ready. Libra in Venus is in danger of seeing what she wants to see. Chiron in Aries is that good good girlfriend who has their sneakers, hoodie, and vaseline in the trunk while you are busy giving that person who has 20/11 red flags the benefit of the doubt. Why does Libra do that? Fear of death and destruction of relationships. The Goddesses Durgas can assist you with that.
These archetypes are not here to scare us but to assist us and show us that is a normal part of The universe to be beautiful and fiercely protective. The loving mother Durga is destructive and cleanses the earth of evil. When your boundaries have been broken the is the mother goddess that needs embracing. Chiron in Aries will bring to your attention when you have had enough! Your soul mate relationships (some pleasant, some not so much) are going to be your catalyst for the much desired change you have been desiring. You want glow up in confidence. Being nice in your family systems didnt allow for the truth of who are to emerge naturally. As a spiritual healer and spiritual being we have been lied to and told that being positive (nice) is a always best and that you are only spiritual if you are a positive shining star of light beaming bright for all the world to see . . . lies! As if you arent still that bright light if you have boundaries. These transits are potentials for you to test your newfound identity in social settings and find your footing, gain new strategy, grow in confidence, and become more self actualized. Being nice lowers your defenses too low and sends a message that you are ok with whatever is happening to you even if its damaging. Not being nice to some is simply being honest. Be wise, be fruitful, be kind, but never nice.
Today I was looking over the transits of my astrology chart because I find I see something new everyday. It reminds me of being in a planetarium and watching the sky second by second. And I’ve been doing a ton more transformational and little predictive astrology readings for clients lately. That has been a sudden change for me and my healing practice.
Mars 2° Aquarius
We are looking at a possible head on collusion when it comes to iconoclast of major incentive energy. But instead of a clash we find two leaders shaking hands and having private, yet out in the open, conversations that may effect the direction of humanity forever. Babyboomers who are aware of their soul were called names like beatniks, flower children, and druggies. They paved the way for this new woke movement but they are not super represented by their controlled generation and not given their props by the new woke movement. But without all of their very deep transcendental channeling of the universe we would not Be Here Now (That’s a book title, a great book, read it). And their willingness to move practically with universe and bring the energy down to earth, for better and for worst, is what manifest the harsh but real realities that we believe we want to break free from. These often controlling unpleasant catalysts drive the human experiment to higher heights. First descending to the depths of darkness and rising to our true intimacy and grace. So all is the goddess. Mars is movement from the soul and Uranus is movement out of fustration. Aquarius really shines when there is conformity that chaifes. Mars 2° in Aquarius is using the eyes and hears of a soul tribe member to help you get over a hump of awakening to how much faith you need to have in yourself in order to move with your the flock. You are being called by the universe to remove the blocks and the blinders and get in formation. We are programs afterall.
Chiron 2° Aries
You are preparing to shake off the shackles you have been wearing, caring what others think about you. (Libra opposition) Focus on your own reflection. You may find yourself playing the supportive role of someone doing far worst than you today. Emotionally you are struggling like a woman in spanx ungracefully removing herself from her second but unreal skin. Wondering, why the hell do I do this to myself? For the last 7 years Chiron has been in pisces getting you in touch with worst parts of your humanity while simultaneously you saw the best parts of your humanity. Whatever house Pisces is in your natal chart you delusionally put your heart and in soul into making something, somewhere, or someone work that absolutely no chance. Not a brass farthing. ( My Fair Lady reference) But you had to get this point if sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sometimes the rabbit hole has no happy ending. It’s just tragic. That’s enough if that, says Aries, in conversation and in life experiences. Now that Chiron is in Aries, Aries demands to know why you you were so silly to waste your time in those non-sensical ways. The warrior goddess demands that you shake it off, and right now mind you, and get your head back in the game and use your desire, passion, and whatever other skills you have to truly get on the horse and ride. You have someone to be. You will see a new go-getter emerge in the next 7 years.
Mars 2° Aquarius sextile Chiron 2° Aries
Most likely just for today and tomorrow, unless mars is retrograde, you have this unique opportunity to jumpstart your new way of being in the world. Today wonder, “why do I care what others think about me again?” Remember Aries is in opposition to Libra. Aries is trying all your codependent tendencies but with a double helping of mars energies you can win over placating Libra anxiety ridden people-pleasing. You can realize there is so much more you could get done if you didn’t view yourself the way you gave been for so long. You can remove the double mindedness, your incentive, and then the actions you thought others wanted from you. Today this doubled mindedness may seem idiotic, if it does, great! You are on the right track. You can see yourself as capable, you can see the ways you can trust yourself, you can see all the ways you can stand on your own. But not without calling someone in your Soul Tribe to make sure they approve of the changes you are thinking of making. That’s 2° for you.
The Moon aspects to Capricorn is something I know all too well. There is a blaring Moon conjunct Saturn in my 2nd house in Libra. As I write this I cringe but I also feel compelled to tell you about it, girl so pull up a chair. My experience with my controlling, overbearing, histrionic, narci-mom, and the band of hardcore emotionally stunted women that came before her (my grandmother & great grandmother) was a consistent uncomfortable emotional breakdown that I had to face all my life. Along with an aristocratic delusional fantasy. From the latter I learned to carry to myself with pride, to hold my head up high, and that if I don’t have any money I don’t have to look like it. Very much Capricorn allowances. Me: “but what about my feelings?” Them: “Girl what about your feelings? You better suck it up and move on.” On the flip-side in order for them to be pleased with me, which they never were, I had to stuff my hurt feelings. And since they are were hurt all the time by the shrewd judgment and the lack of wiggle room for my identity I had the hard times being seen, heard and felt. The lack of intimacy in my life was glaring and my string of co-dependent relationships (friendships and lovers) where I often begged for reciprocity is just one symptom. The other symptoms are not knowing my limits, pushing myself too hard, not knowing when enough is enough, and not trusting my inner knowing. So, the aspects of this full moon will bring up discomfort that may trigger your inner critic instead of being sensitive to your feelings. Sometimes we need to push through and sometimes we need to love ourselves through.
Moon/Capricorn is about how we treat the parts of us that we see as a weakness. These lessons in my life have led to a painful lose of my sensitivity and then the heroes journey of working hard to gain it back. The heroes journey back to being one with my inner child has given me adult wisdom and understanding towards this human condition. This pain that this full moon can lead to feelings of self-defeat which can be a bottomless pit. Which can lead to a obsessively wanting to get rid of feeling like something is wrong or the sense that “I am bad.” If we feel that we are bad, we will treat ourselves and others bad. Don’t walk on egg-shells and put the covers over head in defeat or depression. There are no issues that are bigger than the source of all life. Face the monster you think has reared its ugly head in the mirror. The answer is to up your self-care quotient and turn that monster into a fair princess. Know that your rhythms will sometimes leave send you high flying and other times low in the valley. Take this opportunity to reach out to your soul community. Do some hand massages with each other and bring a box of tissues. This full moon has brought out for me just how over my relationship with my narci-mom really is. Its never going to be the perfect mother-daughter experience that I’ve always wanted. In order for me to move on to explore other areas that have more energy flow I have to accept that blaring flaw just the way it is.